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Tuesday, August 30, 2011

I'm Scared, Who's Not?

People who claim they know me would say I’m confident, bubbly, witty and just about every word with a similar meaning. I take it as a compliment, really. I must be THAT good in acting that they never noticed how scared I can actually get.. How a pussy I actually am. There, I said it. I’M SCARED. I’m scared of how big my dreams are. I’m scared of where my incapacitates could take me. I’m scared of being too happy. I’m scared of being too sad. I’m scared of people who expect too much. I’m scared of people who don’t expect anything. I’m scared of telling the truth. I’m scared of lying. I’m scared of whoever’s reading this. I’m scared of people who care too much. I’m scared of people who don’t care at all. I’m scared of being myself. I’m scared of being to be someone else. I’m scared of failing people. I’m scared of pleasing people. I’m scared of rejection. I’m scared of how long this list could get. I’m scared of my family. I’m scared of my friends. I’m scared losing. I’m scared of gaining. I’m scared of falling in. I’m scared of falling out. I’m scared of getting busted. I’m scared of hiding. I’m scared of how I always think too much. I’m scared of myself.

It took a great deal of courage for me to actually say that.

Now, I’m scared.

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